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Shah Rukh Khan once didn't want to do films. Producer recalls time when he didn't have a home: 'He told me he hadn't eaten for nearly…'

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Today, Shah Rukh Khan stands as the undisputed king of Bollywood—a global icon whose fame transcends borders. But his rise to superstardom was anything but easy. Behind the glitter and glory lies a story marked by pain, loss, and perseverance—a journey that began in uncertainty and hardship.

His early life was filled with challenges, from the struggle to make ends meet to coping with devastating personal loss. As revealed by his longtime friend and producer Viveck Vaswani in a heartfelt conversation with Radio Nasha, Shah Rukh’s story is one of sheer resilience and the relentless pursuit of a dream born from grief.

A Young Man on the Edge of Despair

During one of the darkest chapters of his life, Shah Rukh found himself battling emotional, financial, and familial turmoil all at once. His mother was critically ill, his sister Shehnaz Lalarukh was unmarried and dependent on him, and his relationship with Gauri—the woman he deeply loved—seemed uncertain amid these mounting challenges. He was financially struggling, homeless, and unsure of what lay ahead. At that time, acting in films wasn’t even on his radar. Life was about survival, not stardom.


In those days, SRK was staying at director Aziz Mirza's office in Bandra.


It was during this turbulent period that he found solace in the kindness of his friend Viveck Vaswani, who offered him not just a roof over his head but also a sense of belonging. Shah Rukh stayed at Viveck’s home, often wearing his clothes and sharing simple meals.

Viveck later recalled an incident when Shah Rukh, who hadn’t eaten for days, quietly devoured butter chicken and chicken tikka before revealing the devastating truth—his mother was dying. That night, Shah Rukh opened up about his fears, his sister, and Gauri, speaking for hours as time seemed to stand still. It was a moment of raw vulnerability that exposed the young man’s pain and uncertainty about his future.

“He was at my place and didn’t like vegetarian food, so we went out to eat non-veg - butter chicken, chicken tikka and cold drink. For the first 20 minutes, he just ate silently — he hadn’t eaten properly in nearly two days,” Viveck shared. “After finishing, he looked at me and said, ‘Do you know, Vivek? My mother is dying.’ I was stunned and didn’t know how to respond..." he reminisced.

A Race Against Time

When Shah Rukh returned to Delhi soon after, his mother’s condition had worsened drastically. Viveck remembered how Shah Rukh had called him for help with urgent medication. Without hesitation, Viveck borrowed money from his father, bought the required medicines, and sent them across through a mutual acquaintance. Eventually, he flew to Delhi himself to meet Shah Rukh’s mother at the hospital. She was frail and unable to speak—a heartbreaking sight that left an indelible mark on both men.

At that time, producer Vikram Malhotra approached Shah Rukh with an offer to star in a film. But he refused. He was content with his television work and hesitant to enter the film industry. He even expressed concern that Gauri might not be comfortable with him acting opposite other women. However, destiny had other plans. Viveck accompanied him to Shimla for a short film shoot, where he met director Ketan Mehta. The project turned out to be Maya Memsaab—an art film that became Shah Rukh’s first experience in cinema, completed shortly before his mother’s passing.

A Dream Born from Grief

Ten days after his mother’s funeral, at four in the morning, Viveck was awakened by a knock on his door. Standing there was Shah Rukh, carrying his bags, weary yet determined. He told Viveck that he had changed his mind—he now wanted to pursue films. His mother’s dream had been to see him become a superstar, and now that she was gone, he wanted to honour her wish. For him, acting had transformed from a career choice into a sacred mission—a way to immortalize her memory.

Although their planned project didn’t become his debut, Shah Rukh’s first film appearance came with Deewana, alongside Rishi Kapoor, followed by Chamatkar and then Raju Ban Gaya Gentleman in 1992, which became a commercial success and marked the beginning of his remarkable journey to fame.

Love, Loss, and Lessons

Years later, Shah Rukh spoke candidly about his mother’s death—a moment that forever altered his understanding of life. He recalled running frantically across Delhi in search of injections that might save her, only to return and find her surrounded by tubes, fighting for life. He sat beside her, holding her hand, pleading with her to stay. When she finally closed her eyes for the last time, there was no drama — only a haunting stillness. He didn’t cry immediately, but when he buried her, the tears came. In that moment, he realized that greatness is fleeting and that nothing in life is permanent.
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